21 MAY 2014
Note: Dedicating this post to the best of the best boy on Earth.
To my baby boy, I decided to type it here since I have no time to do anything for you for our 100 days. I hoped you don't mind.
First and foremost, hello readers out there, hello my fans. This post is gonna be a long one and it's gonna be all about my fav boy. *warning yall now*
It's my 100 days with this tall boy. It's been great since you've become mine. Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense for the past 100 days, and please continue to tolerate it in the future, but don't worry, I'll make sure my nonsense will be lessen. Thanks for always being here for me. Actually, when I said always, I meant most of the time. Because let's be honest here, how can someone really be there for you 24/7? Don't they need to eat? Sleep? Bathe? Go toilet? So if something happened (touch lots of woods) during these timings, how do you expect them to be there for you? Right? Agree?
YES
Let's just be more understanding towards each other and agree with me okay? (: So ya, back to my point, thanks for always being there for me most of the time. Especially whenever I'm down. (which is like always because of my f**ked up life) Yes, things have changed for the better after you entered my life. Thanks for always encouraging me and complimenting me, it just helps to pull up my self-esteem and boost my confidence. Just... Thanks for everything you've done for me so far.
I'm looking more and more forward to each day. I no longer dread to wake up and face a new day. I can't wait to see my boy everyday. And I hoped the weekends would end faster just to see my boy. (But I also wants my weekends to be longer so there's no school HAHAHA). I get extremely sad when he was sick not long ago, because firstly, HE IS SICK, which is heartbreaking for me to know that he's terribly sick. )': Secondly, I CAN'T SEE HIM, which means I miss him like crazy. ): Thirdly, I SPENT OUR 3RD MONTH AT HOME AND FEELING HEARTBROKEN AND GOT SO WORRIED ABOUT HIM BECAUSE....
HE WAS SICK.
Right. So to my dear, please don't fall sick again ): Even writing this and thinking about it is heartbreaking ): And it makes me miss you more now.
#overlyattachedgirlfriend
You know that feeling when your boyfriend or your girlfriend touches you and it just sent tingles down your spine? Not sure he feels the same way too whenever I touched him, but yes, I do feel it that way. It's amazing because I've never felt like that before. It's crazy too and every time we finished *warning WARNING WARNING* making out, I felt so breathless and speechless and I just got mind-blown. And you know what, even though I don't show it that much, I really really love hugging him. There were times where I automatically hugged him, and I couldn't stop hugging him. But hey, I'm getting old uh, some parts of my body just had to ache at that moment when it gets too long and so, I had to stop. ): He's just so cuddly and he's like my bear. Hehehe Oh, and do you all know the feeling when both of you had to part and say your goodbyes to each other after the guy sent the girl home? That feeling where you just can't bear to leave and just wants to stay? It's just so sad to leave? YES I have that too. Not sure if he felt that way too, but that's how I felt. Honestly.
To my cuddly big tall bear, I love you. I love it whenever you gave me that puppy face everytime I said something that makes you sad or go against you or even when I got angry at you and you need my forgiveness. Because I just melt down there and just want to hug and kiss you and eventually, I stopped getting angry. Do you guys know that we laughed when we 'quarreled'? It's weird I know. And we don't stay mad at each other for a day or two or even more. Okay back to my point, I love it whenever you cracked your knuckles every time I talked about some bad guys or I talked to my guy friends. I just love it when you get protective of me. I love it when you pulled me closer to you in the lift, on the bus, or when walking. I love it when you just put your arms around my shoulder or waist if some random male stranger was looking at me. I love it whenever you winked at me during lessons if we just so happened to make eye contact. I love it when you always kiss me whenever you can. I love it when you are not afraid to show me to the world, you don't really care about PDA. I love it when you took note of the little things I do, said, or act. I love it when you copy the way I act, for example... "What what?!" I just love everything about you, from the way you look, every part of you *wink wink*, your clothes smell hehehehe, your actions to me and to how you behave around me. Just everything.
I truly appreciate it when you opened the door for me, even if I got hands to open, opps. I appreciate it too everytime you send me home, even if it takes super long to get back home.
Last but not least, thanks for making me feel self-worthy (is there even a word like that? Okay but you get my point) by calling me gem, diamond, beautiful, cute, pretty and sexy (WHUTTTT). I actually love it when you called me blur girl or bimbo. HAHAHA what what?! HEHE Really thanks a lot for making my 2014 anyhow set resolution come true and making it possible. Thanks for giving me lots of experiences (if you get what I mean *wink wink*). I really truly love you, my fav boy, my love, my emo buddy, my best friend, my baby, my dear, my cute boy, tall boy, my lazy pig, my weirdo, my best of the best boy on Earth, my man, and just... My everything. Without you, I would have still struggling to cope with the pain of having my best friend to leave me and my past. I would have been alone to cope with my grief and loss of my grandfather.
Once again, thanks Leon, for everything.
I love you. 'Nuff said.♥ Happy 100 days to us, the weirdest couple. Hehe (:
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